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It’s been a long time…

So I have not posted in quite a while! I have just returned from a two week safari in which I went to Ngorongoro Crater, Serengeti National Park, and Lake Natron. Before we left for the safari my good friend Winnie from Minnesota was able to visit me because she is studying abroad in Nairobi, which is about three hours away. After that, we packed up our bags and left for the biggest safari of the semester.

We arrived at the crater on a Sunday afternoon, the first thing we did upon arriving there was get out at this gorgeous lookout spot and good lord were we in awe. Ngorongoro is sometimes considered the eighth wonder of the world and I can see why. It is this giant crater that you can see all the way across and when you look down you can see animals far off in the distance and little rivers winding around and forests, its kind of like looking at a map. After that we got to our campsite which was on the crater rim, probably the coolest campsite we have been to yet. We watched the sky at our campsite until it got dark and it was great. The next day we went down into the crater and went on a safari which was like our other safaris but the crater is definitely without a doubt the coolest location we have been to, especially geologically. The second night we were there, some of us stayed up late to do homework, and all of a sudden we look out the window of the mess building, and there is an elephant! And then we see two elephants and they are drinking out of our water supply.

The next day was the day that we drove to the Serengeti! This is what we had been waiting for the entire trip. This is one of the reasons that most people came on this trip! On our drive we stopped at Olduvai Gorge, which is a geological site where they found the remains of some of the oldest hominids on earth, I don’t exactly know the specifics but I’m sure if you looked up Olduvai Gorge on the internet you would find out loads about it. The best part was when we left the gorge, we went into this big flat sandy valley and instead of being on a road, we were five land rovers wide driving incredibly fast through the savannah, each car with a huge trail of dust behind it. It was pretty boss I must say. We stopped at the front gate of the Serengeti for lunch, where we climbed up onto the top of this huge rock outcropping and got to look across the Serengeti plains, which are some of the most vast open spaces you will ever see in your entire life. The next few days we spend doing field studies and going on safaris in the parks, seeing many amazing animals and places. Up until the last day though, I wasn’t too impressed. I mean I thought it was great but it hadn’t been quite what we had built it up to be. But then we went on a great safari drive to the southern Serengeti, where it was much greener and there were many animals. We drove to this rock outcropping that we were able to get out of the cars and climb on and look over the plains and other things.  It was absolutely stunning. That night a bunch of us stayed up watching the stars, when all of a sudden there was a hyena at the door of the building we eat in, I screamed and it spooked the hyena so it ran away, but otherwise I think it would have gone in and bothered the people in the room. That night I stayed up real late by myself and watched the stars while hyenas would walk past once in a while. These were the most amazing stars I had ever seen in my entire life. Absolutely stunning. These stars TWINKLED. Like actually twinkled. There was about the same amount that you can see in Northern Minnesota, but these ones were brigher and twinkling. Probably one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen in my entire life.

The next day we began our journey to Lake Natron for our Massai homestay, we spent a night at a guest house in Wasso, which is a town with nothing in the middle of no where, I have absolutely no desire to live there ever in my life, but it’s a nice town for a night. We then arrived at our campsite at Lake Natron the next day. This is one of the most beautiful places in the entire world. Let me paint a picture for you of what the 360 of the views around our campsite are: Kenyan mountains to the north as a background for Lake Natron Beneath, Another mountain range to the East, Oldonyo Lengai to the South (This is the holy mountain “Mountain of the gods” for all of the Massai in all of East Africa, it is an active volcano), and to the West was the Rift Valley Wall. Absolutely Stunning. That afternoon that we arrived there a Massai man took us on a walk up this canyon that had a large stream running down it and we bouldered and hiked about forty five minutes into this canyon, where it was very hot, to this beautiful waterfall. We walked behind this waterfall to another rushing shorter waterfall and since we were all so hot we immediately dove into the water with all of our clothes on. Then my friend Lucy was like forget these clothes and got naked, and then almost everyone on the trip proceeded to follow this action so soon enough you had about 20 mzungu college students naked in some waterfalls. We had an absolute blast. It was such an amazing bonding experience and I think its probably the most fun I’ve had since being in Tanzania.

Now for the Massai homestay. Probably one of the craziest experiences of my entire life. We arrive at the town center where all of our mama’s are lined up decked out in full Massai gear. I get my mama who is this woman who is about five feet tall, very thin, and probably about 28. She has huge gauges in her ears and so much jewelry hanging off of them that they sag down, you will have to see pictures. She takes me to her home where she rips off all of my clothes and dresses me up in full Massai gear with tons of jewelry and the most horrible awkward hat/crown thing anyone has ever worn. Oh I almost forgot to describe my home, it is a tin roofed mud and stick hut, which is much swankier than I thought it was going to be. All of the other students slept in huts made of cow poop and mud with straw roofs, where the families did all of their cooking so it was extremely hot in them, so I was very fortunate in this aspect. We cooked in a hut like this, but only my Baba slept in it, the rest of us slept in the nicer house. Then my mother makes me go bathe with a bucket with about two inches of water in it and then we have tea. The tea here is not like the tea that you are thinking of, it is about half milk and has about seven scoops of sugar for every cup, it is incredibly sweet. She also gives me half of a potato that has been boiled, which I also proceed to have for the next three mornings, I still cannot eat potatoes plain because these ones were so awful. After that I sit around for a while, there is much sitting around in Massai life I must say. In the late afternoon my sister walks me to where we are going to get water and we meet up with my friend Sarah and her homestay sister. We go to this little stream that is about two feet wide and four inches deep at the very deepest part and they tell us its time to shower, and Sarah and I aren’t really in the mood to get completely naked where anyone could walk up and see us, so we tell them that we already showered and we will do it tomorrow. Our sisters get naked and then wash some of their clothes and we walk around in this sweet canyon that isn’t too far away. We then fill up our buckets that we are using for carrying water, strap them to our backs using sheets of fabric, and proceed home. Upon arriving at home we dropped of our water and then walked up this little hill near our house where a lot of other massai children were gathered and also some of the other students in my area. It was kind of like Massai children get to look at white people time to be honest. That night we had dinner, and then my homestay sister took me to this thing called an Esoto, which is a dancing tribal thing that they do at night in Massai land. Girls who have not yet been circumcised, so usually girls about 13 and under, and boys who are considered warriors, so who have been circumcised and are usually 15-25 but are not yet married or something like that (the details are slightly fuzzy, bear with me) gather and do this dancing ritual thing with lots of grunting and jumping and humming circle dance. Apparently at these Esotos, warriors will go off with young girls who are their “friends” and go have intercourse with them, and this is completely acceptable in their culture. The Esoto that we went to was not like this however, it was more just put on to show the Mzungus some Massai culture. Oh! On the way to the esoto I saw a scorpion with my headlamp and then my sister killed it with a rock! It was really cool, I had never seen a scorpion before.

So at this point in the Massai homestay I’m having an absolutely great time, my Mama is probably the sweetest woman in the world and everyone has been so great and I’m doing this amazing experience in one of the most beautiful places in the world. Then it was time to go to sleep. I was fortunate enough to not have to sleep with my entire family, but I still had to sleep on my cowhide bed with my sister in probably 100 degree heat. It was very hot. Cowhides are not exactly what one would consider comfortable, and the Massai are very cuddly people. We had a probably queen sized bed space, but that didn’t matter. My sister had me pushed up against the wall trying to spoon me and in that heat I was having none of it. I was having to wipe my face off every twenty minutes because I was sweating so much and she was not helping, so I had to elbow her a few times to get away because it was too much for me. This happened for all three nights of the homestay.

The next day, I was fairly tired during the day. My sister and I got up and had our typical breakfast, then we went to the woods to gather firewood, where Katie and Sarah were also gathering firewood. We gathered a bunch of firewood and then carried it home on our packs, strapped on us with leather straps. It is getting pretty hot at this point, and when I get home my Mama makes me take a nap. When I wake up it is time for lunch, and after lunch Sarah comes over. We are both sweatier than we have ever been in our entire lives and can dream of nothing better in the whole world than the little stream that we were at the day before. Then our sisters have us jumprope in the sun, it is probably 110 degrees out at this point. But after that we have the wonderful privilege of walking to the stream. It really puts things in perspective for you when you realize that back at home I complain when my shower isn’t hot enough for long enough and then I come here and all I can even pray for is the ability to be able to bathe in less than four inches of water, that isn’t all that cold, but is still refreshing. Sarah and I had absolutely no problem this day stripping down to our skivvies and bathing ourselves because I don’t think that either of us had ever been so hot in our entire lives.

On the morning of the third day, we woke up early and a bunch of us walked to the lake with our homestay siblings. We started the walk at six in the morning so that we could beat the heat of the day. We walked probably a mile and a half to the lake, and the last bit was on some crusty ground that is clearly part of the lake during the wet season, because it was covered in salt and crackling under our feet. We climbed up onto this large rock on the edge of the lake and looked out at the flamingos and everything. At this point, many of us are very greatful to be around other students because our homestay siblings are starting to annoy us extremely (as I am writing at the moment I am sitting on the balcony of my guest house in Arusha watching a gorgeous sunset, I might add). They love to take our cameras and take pictures with them and make us say things in Maa (the language the Massai speak, but a lot speak a fair amount of Swahili, which we know) and are always asking us if were tired and just not leaving much room for personal space. Never in my entire life have I craved personal space more than I did on that third day of the Massai homestay. You’re tired, hot, and not eating very well so you are so irritated and then people are proceeding to touch you and want to be around you all the time, and you are not having any of it. Over the course of the day my sister would probably say “pole” which means like sorry, or you say it to people when they get home from a long walk or something, a thousand times and every time you have to respond with thanks. So after being told sorry and asked if you are tired a thousand times a day you get quite irritated of it, white people aren’t tired all the time were just extremely sweaty!! So, sorry for the tangent rant, but after this we walked home and we did not really get to beat the heat. It was extremely hot on the walk home, so what did we do? We did the worst thing possible, we fantacized about milkshakes. Never in my whole life have I ever wanted a milkshake more. I don’t think I’ve ever actually wanted anything that bad. Whoever picks me up from the airport in December, please remember that I want nothing more in my entire life than  a Dairy Queen milkshake, take me straight to Dairy Queen, even if I say that I don’t want it, remind me that at one point there was nothing I wanted more in my entire life.

When I get home from the walk, I have lunch waiting for me. Lunch today is goat stew. It is grey and has tiny chunks of potato in it. I start to eat it, and it tastes….fine? Not really find but I can’t complain about the broth. Then I put a very questionable piece of goat in my mouth and it turns out to be a chunk of goat spine. I show it to my sister and she tells me to eat all of the fat and cartilage off of it. These chunks of goat didn’t really have any meat on them, mostly just fat and cartilage. I am also told that the broth consists of goat brains. What a delicacy. It was just like the things that they used to eat on Fear Factor (that reference is for you dad). I hope to never eat it again. I cannot believe that a month and a half ago I was complaining about eating bread with butter slathered on it at my other homestay, wow things have changed. After that our mamas took me and Ian into town (his homstay was very close to mine so we spend much time together, which was very convenient because it is very nice to be able to speak English with someone) and we were bough Fantas. Never has a Fanta ever tasted so good. I don’t even like fanta, its way too sugary and I don’t like orange pop but it was delicious.

The next day we were taken back to our campsite nice and early, and when we got there we had to do focal groups with Massai mamas and babas. After three days of little food, no sleep, and being hot and dirty we did not want to talk to anyone. Everyone was extremely cranky so we wanted nothing to do with this. After these focal groups we did a traditional Massai goat killing and butchering. We watched them suffocate this goat and then butcher it, most of us tried some raw goat kidney and drank some goats blood straight from the goat, quite an experience. We then got our naps and hot showers so we were much happier than we were before. The next day we got to sit and relax at our campsite and explore if we wanted, and then returned to Arusha. The Massai homestay was an amazing experience, I learned a ton about another culture, and its crazy to see the way other people live in a culture completely opposite of your own. Its also cool to be doing this in one of the most beautiful places in the world, its nice to know that there is somewhere like that that still feels far away from anything modernized.

Now I am in Arusha for the rest of the program. I am preparing for my Independent Study Research Project that I am conducting here. I am moving into a house here and will pretty much be living and researching in Arusha, which is really fun. It’s very cool to feel independent and comfortable in a foreign country. Okay well that was a lot for now, so I should go. I put pictures up on facebook though! Please feel free to check them out.

hamna shida

Hello all! I don’t have much time to post so i’m going to try to keep it quick.

This week was my last week in my homestay! It was also midterms and my birthday! Thank you so much to everyone who sent me cards!!! you have no idea how much it was appreciated and how jealous everyone on my trip was that I had so many birthday cards. I wasn’t really able to celebrate my 21st on monday because of all the work I had, but a friend bought me a beer and tonight we plan on celebrating the occasion. This week was great!! I got much more used to my homestay family, and I think they got more used to me. Midterms were extremely hard, but i’m glad they are over. Also, the food is getting way better!! I think i’m just getting used to it, i’m not really missing food at all anymore. Today we went to a “mazungu” (thats what they call white people here, literally they shout it at you when they see you) restaurant and I couldn’t find anything I really wanted, I just wanted a chapati. The oranges here are so amazing, i eat at least three a day. And they make this great rice dish pilau that is amazing.This morning I had to say goodbye to my homestay family, and it was very sad, my five year old brother Filbert even cried when he said goodbye to me.

Again I am having the time of my life.  I have never been happier and I don’t really miss anything from home. This is such a carefree place and my group is just absolutely amazing I know that I am gonna walk away with so many friendships after the program ends. I don’t know if I will ever want to leave this place. Often we find ourselves saying “hamna shida” when things don’t go our way which in english means no problems. Sorry for the short and not very articulate post! Love!

simba!

So I just got back today from my first week of safari, and man was it amazing. I saw all sorts of animals and some of the most breathtaking landscapes that I have ever seen. I wish I could describe it all to you, but I can’t so I will just tell you about the day that scores in the top five best days of my life.

So in the mornings, were split into four groups for a focus area, and my focus area is ruminants. This includes giraffes, antelopes, wildebeest, dikdik, gazelle and the like. So on this particular morning we got in the safari car and went looking for ruminants and we came to the river that runs through the middle of Tarangire National Park. We see a few safari cars clustered together, which often means cats, big cats. And then we see about nine lions. There are like six lion cubs and three females. All of a sudden we see this lion start to creep in the grass towards some impala, and our driver informs us that she is on the hunt. She then continues to hunt the impala and they all scatter and it was so incredibly cool to see, she didn’t actually kill anything but it was sure fun to watch. After this she saunters back to where all the cubs are laying and when she is almost there they all jump up and run towards her and they all nuzzle. CUTEST THING EVER. Actually. Also let me just paint this picture for you, from this safari car we can see water buck, impala, giraffes, elephants, and lions. Talk about being inside The Lion King. We then returned to camp for lunch, and then in the afternoon we all loaded up the safari cars and went to this beautiful swamp, which isn’t really a swamp since its the dry season. We start out by taking a break at the top of this hill for an amazing view of this swamp. It is just open plains of grass as far as the eye can see, well for the most part. There is all kinds of animals down there. Then we drive down next to the swamp and see so many birds and animals its crazy, it was actually just like the lion king. As we were driving back the sun was low in the sky, so i got up in the safari car and had my head out, hair down and we drove really fast through the savannah and it was probably the most fun I have had in a long time. Just watching the sunset while driving fast with the wind in your hair with some good friends. It was amazing. Then I watched the stars at night, which are so amazing here and clear.

One of the coolest things about being on safari is the camping aspect. The campsites have no fences or anything to protect you from the animals, where as when you are out driving around you are in a land rover and can’t leave it, so you feel as if there is a wall between you and the animals. But laying in your tent at night you can hear all sorts of things, you can hear lions roaring, babboons fighting, hyenas crying, its the best. The other night my friend Ian had a hyena come right up to his tent and he had to hit it with a waterbottle to make it go away (don’t worry mom and grandma, i’m totally fine and nothing bad is gonna happen). It is so wild feeling.

I am having the time of my life here. I don’t think i’ve been so good and happy in my life. I’m going to try and find a way to post pictures on facebook, but i make no promises. I hope all of you are well! Please email and send messages, i enjoy them!

waterfalls and carbs

So let me tell you a little something about Tanzania, while this country is beautiful and everyone is friendly, they don’t know what good food is. I haven’t missed the states at all, but i definitely am a little homesick for a bagel and cream cheese. Every single meal consists of a vegetable sauce porridge stuff which always contains carrots, tomatoes, green peppers, onions, and sometimes miscellaneous other vegetables, but its all been cooked within an inch of its life so it just resembles brown lumpy soup, and then you put mysterious green vegetables on top that have also been cooked within an inch of their life, and pour that on either rice, spaghetti, or eat it with this terrible terrible stiff porridge called ugali which tanzanians eat ALL THE TIME, its the worst. Sometimes there are potatoes and cooking bananas thrown in, but not often. So i am homesick for a bagel and cream cheese at the moment.

My homestay is improving alot, even though it is still very hard to communicate because i’m a little pole pole (slow) at picking up the swahili that we are learning. I have gotten quite used to showering with a bucket of water and going to the bathroom in a hole. Even at some restaurants you go to the bathroom in a hole. Everyday i have a nice half an hour walk to and from school, which i quite enjoy, not having a car to drive all the time is kinda nice. I think my family wants me to marry my five year old brother and bring him to America, so that is quite interesting.

Yesterday after swahili lessons we hiked to this beautiful waterfall on Mt. Meru (the village i am staying in is on this mountain). It was amazing, I had no clue that Tanzania was as pretty as it has been so far.

I would write more, but i only have an hour on the internet so that is all for now! I hope all of you are well and email me if you get the chance!

You gotta say shikamoo in the morning

So I have now been in my homestay for four days now and might I say that it is quite an interesting experience. I live in a home with a mom, a dad, and three little brothers who are 2, 5, and 7. It is a cinderblock made home, no electricity, no running water, and no english. So it’s quite an experience, but its definitely good, most of the time. For the first two days my little brother who is 2 would only scream and throw fits whenever i looked at him, because i don’t think he has ever seen a white person before or at least been around one. it was a big step when he would say shikamoo dada, which literally means “hold my feet big sister” but shikamoo is how you greet your elders wherever you go.

my family is extremely poor and only my baba speaks a little english, and so on the first day of my homestay this caused some major awkward confusion. I told him that i liked a song on the radio and so then he took me to a duka (a little store) and we bought a radio, and i was like no no no! and he was like yesssss and i was like ahh!!! so when we got home i gave him alot more money than the radio was worth because i think he thought that i asked him to buy a radio and so that was just awkward.

My family like treats me like an honored guest, and when i ask to help out i get sent to go study, which is hard because they all work so hard and i feel like i do nothing. Yesterday my grandma came over and yelled at me in kiswahili for a while, and then i was told that she was telling me that i have to say shikamoo every morning to my parents, which i had forgot, so that wasn’t to pleasant. But my little brothers are great and fun. They climb all over me sometimes and its so much fun.

I have kiswahili lessons everyday, and the town i’m living in is on the slopes of mt. meru, its absolutely beautiful and i love it here!!! i miss you all, if you want to write me:

Diana Fahning

P.O. Box 6007

Arusha, Tanzania, East Africa

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Ndarakwai and arrival in Tanzania!

Hujambo! So I’m here in Tanzania!! I arrived last Thursday night and have been here for a week now! I flew from Minneapolis to Amsterdam, and then Amsterdam to Kilimanjaro airport. The flight was a wave of emotions, on the flight to Amsterdam I could see the big dipper perfectly framed outside my window along with the moon, so I just looked up at the sky and thought a lot about the summer and where I was going and was just trying to process everything. When we got off the plane at about 8 pm last Thursday we immediately met up with our group, most of which were on my flight from Amsterdam. We then drove in the dark to the ranch, stopped halfway to pee in the grass outside, which was a great bonding experience an hour after meeting everyone. We then got on this gravel road that was janks mcjanks, we legit thought the bus was going to tip over for about an hour, and then arrived at Ndarakwai Ranch. We then proceeded to set up our tents in the dark, were fed a huge dinner, and some of us proceeded to stay up and talk for a while, and I knew I was in a good place.

            The first day I woke up and got out of my tent and looked around and finally was able to see my surroundings, because before we had only been there in the dark. We were camping in the middle of this beautiful savannah, straight out of the Lion King. We all then together watched the sunrise over Mt. Kilimanjaro, it was so beautiful. We then ate breakfast, and all of our meals we eat under this giant safari tent at a long skinny table for like 30 people. We then took a walk in the morning and climbed up to the top of this huge hill, and when at the top we all took some time and just thought and absorbed all of our surroundings.

            The next few days we took time to go on walks around and look at wildlife and we saw so much! I think now I have seen giraffes, zebras, elephants, elond, wildebeest, bushbabies, tons and tons of monkeys, impala, and many more I don’t think I can remember everything. Oh and so many baboons!!! Love me some baboons. We watched the sunset from this supercool treehouse and went on a night game drive. Mostly though we got to spend a ton of time with each other, and everyone on this trip is so amazing so it’s much appreciated. Everyone comes with such open minds and is so excited to be here. The first week I didn’t even think about home or get homesick once, which was a big concern of mine.

            On Sunday at the ranch, we all got dressed up in the morning and went to a maasai Lutheran church service, which was a very interesting experience. The pastor thought we were from England, and Tanzania has a not so great history with England, so he was kind of frustrated with us at the beginning, but then someone informed us that we were in fact from America, and we also made a large donation to their church so they were happy about that. We then went into a village and had lunch at a barbeque place and had a good relaxing Sunday afternoon.

            The most interesting and crazy experience of the first week was visiting a Maasai Boma. For those of you who don’t know who the maasai are, they are a tribe that is all over Tanzania and Kenya. They live in these things called bomas. Which is a circle of huts made of manure, encircling a cow enclosure. The entire ground is pretty much decomposed manure and poop. We arrived there with 5000 shillings to buy jewelry from them and they all hung their things on plants and stood close and watched us try things on, waiting for us to purchase something. We then split up into small groups of four and each went into a different hut with a mama or two. Walking into the hut was the most shocking cultural experience of my life. They are extremely dark, with a few tennis ball sized holes for light and a single candle, and maybe a few coals laying in the middle for cooking. There was bugs crawling all over and about eleven people sleep in this one tiny hut. It was shocking. They also sleep on just cowhides.

            Now I am in Arusha, which is a very crazy city, but I am all out of time for now! Tomorrow I move into my homestay for three weeks!